What
was the purpose of the fire-dance? Was it to let the Feds know they
serve us and not us them? I say “Feds” knowing it an American
term we don’t have in this country. Was it that the fire-dancers
believed it would lead them to the Future State of Poetry? Did they
think it would be as Rimbaud desired, Christmas on earth? Rimbaud,
incidentally, bemoaned that his people only rose up to loot and burn
and had no higher Ideal.
I
was reading poetry throughout the fire-dance and didn’t know
anything was going on until my father texted me saying “a riot has
broken out. Stay indoors.” I did what he said until a friend came
to my door and said I should go and check it out, as it was all
kicking off
right
outside the building. I went out there for literally a minute, saw
shop windows being trashed and shops looted, then returned to my
bedroom to read poetry. It was a book I got from the library. I don’t
remember its name but it was by an Irish poetess who seemed to be
using only ten or twelve lines per poem as if to provide the building
blocks of a happier world.
Was
there something purgatorial going on that
day?
You heard of things like “the happening” back in the 60’s,
whose purpose was to wash the eye and
cure boredom but
the fire-dance was more, more widespread, more destructive. Despite
my not getting involved, I was told at a later date that everyone
cornered by the police said “it’s called the fire-dance” and
“it was John Tucker.” So I’ve been being observed ever since at
my laptop even this deep into the countryside.
At
the time of the fire-dance, David Cameron of the Conservative Party
was Prime Minister and I assumed that was what it was - that the
Left didn’t want the Right to come into power. Bin Ladin had also
just been discovered; and there was a wave of revolution around the
Muslim World.
Now
we live in post-Brexit Britain. Covid-19 followed that,
then the war between Russia and the Ukraine, then the war between
America and Iran. It’s
as my old friend says on Facebook: “life
has felt like a weird action movie.” I cast my mind back to the
fire-dance, as they called it, and try to fathom why I was blamed.
At
the age of about fourteen
or fifteen,
I left Wellington College and sent back a poem
book
I had written to my mate F-D, whom it would seem used to go on
night-walking adventures with me at boarding
school.
I don’t know this for sure because I didn’t read the notebook I
sent him, and
it was such a long time ago, but
I think it was called ‘The Fire-dance’ because he was F-D. So
that’s one antecedent in literature, and I can also think of the
James Joyce poem ‘Golden Hair’ which Syd Barrett put to music on
The
Madcap Laughs
and which contains the line “watching the fire dance on the floor.”
Jim Morrison also says “the music is your special friend/ dance on
fire as it intends.” Miles more recently that intelligent indie
band The Kaiserchiefs sang “I predict a riot.” Still, I didn’t
see it coming and didn’t participate when I found out, and can’t
think of its stance.
One
would suppose that if there was a choice about what to trust, the
fire-dance or the State, that the fire-dance would be more
trustworthy. At
the time I thought of the point in Jim Morrison’s The
Lords And The New Creatures
where he mentions a “loose, nerveless ballet of looting,” also of
Morrissey who urged “shoplifters of the world unite.” A couplet
came to me, into my inbox, which went:
Weird,
sudden giants have knocked a new door
which
will not lock for all the docs of the law.
It
should’ve gone in a poem somewhere, but now it doesn’t seem like
I am going to prison, I don’t need it. The fire-dance, anyhow,
seemed to be asking of the need for a creed. I don’t think it
should be
down
to me to write the creed because I recently took an O. D. the likes
of which it was said to be genius to survive but coming back down
found I could no longer ejaculate. I
don’t think I should be made to sign everything I do over to Anon
as
a result either,
because John Stuart Mill says, in the essay On
Liberty,
that a progressive country can quickly become a backward country if
there is a decrease in Individuality. By now my friends in the city
where I used to live report that my best bits so
far in the fifteen books and pamphlets I have published are
the Oedipus Wrecks set list because it was the portal to the island
of penguins and also the maths of the new colour from when I was
seven.
Now
I have decided to ask my friendly A. I. co-pilot what the fire-dance
was all about. Instead of calling it the fire-dance, I called it the
Tottenham Riots as that’s how it’s more formally known. A. I.
takes a couple of seconds
and gets back to me saying there was a protest against police
shooting someone called Mark Duggan two days earlier. Protestors
marched to Tottenham then
it escalated, lost unified political purpose and became widespread
rioting, arson and looting, also opportunistic criminality driven by
personal gain, excitement and resentment towards policing. There was
what A. I. calls “copycat disorder” spreading across London and
then to other cities nationwide. Interviews
and court data later showed that most
participants were not motivated by a political cause,
but by: anger
at police; social
exclusion and lack of opportunities; consumerism
and desire for goods; thrill‑seeking
and peer influence. So
in the beginning it was a focussed protest demanding accountability
for Mark Duggan’s death, then as
events unfolded the
“purpose” dissolved. The riots became a multi‑factor
eruption of social frustration,
opportunism, and breakdown of trust, rather than a coordinated
political movement.
That
was 2011 and it is 2026 and I am only just finding out. But can A. I.
be trusted? There may have been a wider cause like Power to the
People brewing
on an imminent and latent level.
And if A. I’s account of what happened is correct, why did I get
blamed by everyone cornered by the police?
This
time I really am I going to ask A. I. not of the purpose of the
Tottenham Riots but of the purpose of the fire-dance to see if it has
cultural history. It says across the world fire-dances are rituals of
transformation, protection, renewal and connection with the sacred or
spirit world. So you could see something neo-shamanic in it – like
a mass fertility ritual. I do remember my dad saying something about
how “the system needs shaking up,” so I think he knew more about
it than I did but I still don’t think it originated with him.
In
Papua New Guinea, the fire-dance invites, placates and then sends
away spirits. Fire is seen as the threshold between the spirit and
the human world. Other fire-dances involve walking or dancing on
embers with the purpose of purification, testing courage or faith,
rites of passage, healing and social cohesion. Firewalking traditions
across India, Polynesia, Greece, Bulgaria, and Spain serve as
initiation
rituals
and collective
religious experiences.
These
rituals strengthen group
identity
and create what Durkheim called collective
effervescence
— a shared emotional state that binds communities. In
other instances, the fire-dance has the purpose of religious
devotion, prophecy and communal blessing.
A. I. says in Polynesian and other indigenous traditions, fire‑dance often expresses: mythic stories; warrior identity; cosmic renewal; cultural heritage. For example, the Samoan fire‑knife dance (Siva Afi) evolved from warrior demonstrations and now preserves cultural identity through performance. Fire‑dance can also mark cosmic cycles, such as the Aztec New Fire Ceremony, performed every 52 years to renew the world.
It
also mentions fire-dance as artistic expression and spectacle. It
says modern fire‑dancing (poi, fire‑twirling,
fire‑spinning) often serves: Entertainment;
Storytelling; Aesthetic display; Cultural tourism. But
even in these contexts, the deeper symbolism of transformation,
danger, and mastery of elemental forces
remains.
If it was about me, maybe I should’ve walked to the Houses of Parliament and nailed a message to the door Luther-style, saying “cannabis is legal. Fact.” I’ve actually grown out of smoking it, haven’t had a smoke of anything for years, but at the time was still interested in weed. Maybe they thought I had a plan? Maybe I let everyone down by not foreseeing it, not being in on it, not having heard anything about Power to the People. Anyhow, you get the idea: I rather think if I really had started the riot I would’ve known about it. If it started with a protest against a cop killing a member of society, I see its cause as just, for that life we will never have back.
At
the time I was living in a Council Hostel in the East End of London.
I had gone down south after my degree, my First Class Honours degree,
and run out of rent money, and couldn’t get a job and was on the
street. After appealing to the council and a long day of endless
phone calls and faxes I was allowed to have a bed in the Council
Hostel. There were tramps all over the street yet in the Hostel there
was a whole corridor of untaken bedrooms. That’s where I was when
the riots broke out, and I admit to stealing food from Iceland and to
begging and to living at the fringes of a wasteful society. It was no
way for a new graduate to be living and after a year I returned to
the foot of the fell – my parents’ house, claiming I missed the
fresh air, the lucid light, the gorgeous tapwater, and the north in
general. Living in the north is a poetic decision – but all this is
by the by. You see even in a cross-section of the life of someone in
me who didn’t even get involved that there is potential rationale
for the fire-dance. I suppose if you took a cross-section of any
life, examined it, in the moment the fire-dance was unloosed, you
might find many more lives contain a potential rationale for the
fire-dance.
At
the time, in London, after my degree, I was working on a text that
said it took the form of defaced bank notes… it was something left
over from my degree (where I also did a dissertation on a scientist
poet called David Morley who says “poetry is the opposite of
money.”) It wasn’t necessarily about a more fair, free and equal
society, my piece, but its form was left over from an Age of Terror
that began when the Towers came down in my Gap Year. I would’ve
said it’s also one of the good ones I have done; and as for that
creed I mentioned it is not true that if you can’t ejaculate
anymore, you can’t be loving.

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